Dear Diary

I posted on kyles blog saying I wasn't secure in my manhood to have a diary. Well now I am going to boldy go where no man had gone before (note the shamless star trek refference) and tell you all about my weekend as if it was a boring diary blog! I went home this weekend.....I played alot of pool with my little brother and beat him soundly many times, which I got an unchristian satisfaction out of. Went to Griffs frat house...that a different sort of thing, I wouldnt like a frat house I don't think. Then thursday night I went BOWLING. (trying to shake things up a bit by makeing the letters bold.......you know it worked) Not just bowling CYBER BOWLING!! which is better because it cost more and the strobe lights threaten to give you siezers while you bowl which might potentially make it thta much more exciting because opponents might fall into an eppileptic fit while bowling and then you never know where the ball will fly and you'll have to dodge it.....ok that last part might mostly be a lie, except the more expensive part. Anyway, bowling was fun kyle myers was there with my little brother and sams little brother Abe who is a rather prolific blogger himself (I don't know if the word "prolific" actually applys but I've made my choice) So we had fun, I definately lost badly, but I blame that griff wouldnt share his magicall pink ball which I wanted...and the fact that chose a new technique of putting spin on the ball which I succeeded in doing but failed in actually knocking down a greater number of pins....But I beat up my little brother in front of a police/blowing ally employie officer dude..he didnt seem to care......umm...I'm done blogging now....bye diary ...I think I'm gonna go ahead and call it a journal entry instead of a diary, I'm still not that secure, granted I do have a wonderfully beautiful girlfriend, still not secure enough to have a diary.....

Jogging in the cold

So I was taking a walk with my girlfriend and these guys jogged by. Normally I wouldn't think twice about it because people jog by me all the time (no jokes please). But this time they all had there shirts off. Which I can normally also understand. But on this particualar day it was about 40 degrees ouside. This is not particularly cold but it would be if you had your shirt off. So I wondered which one of those guys is gay. Because one of them had to suggest, "hey, guys you wanna go jog around campus with our shirts off in 40 degree weather." and you know that one is gay. but i also wonder about the others. "yeah I love to take my shirt off and run around campus in 40 degree weather." So if its hot out. Go for it, take your shirt off, it makes sense, but if its cold and your with a bunch of guys don't. Or you will be passively aggressivley blogged against and you'll be sorry.

treky and proud...sort of

My girlfriend elizabeth has gotten into the habit on tuesdays and thursdays to watch an episode of star trek inbetween two of her classes in the afternoon. However, she tells me she is worried about her roomate walking in on her while she is doing this, as if she would be completely and totally embarrased if this happened. This reminded me of the fact that she makes fun of me calling me a closet treky. I love star trek. I grew up on it. I have an ungodly amount of knowledge about star trek. And I have just come to a new realization. I SHOULD NOT BE ASHAMED. I know what a ferangi is. I know that Captain Picard has a brother back on earth who he doesn't get along with well because he is a farmer and Picard is a star ship captain. I know that "Q" isn't just a letter. I know the names of all the actors. Don't believe me?: patrick stewart, brent spiner, jonathan frakes, michael dorn, levar burton (he's the best cause he's on reading rainbow), marina spirits, gates macfaden. And all of this is OK.....maybe...so there I have anounced it to everyone. I LIKE STAR TREK AND AM NO LONGER ASHAMED....ok I'm still ashamed..........very ashame. But come on I know that everyone of you has some oddity to you and that makes me feel better about myself and my nerdyness....

halo and pigball

halo is a devider. People seriously get angry over this stupid stupid game. Its really funny but rather disconcerning. I have moved from being totally against it to playing every once and a while. (sorry sam I sold out) and I have to admit its kinda fun and slightly addicting, but its halarious to see my friends cussing at the computer screen when things aren't going right. Just makes me want to say chill out my baby's (not that they are my baby's but thats just what I want to say and this is my blog so I don't have to justify it). Pigball on the other hand this game is a uniter. I truely believe if all the world leaders could just put aside there differences for one day and come play a friendly game of pigball there would be world peace. No more war. We could use all that eaxtra billions upon billions of dollars to cure all disease, but as long as the world plays games like halo with eachother this came never be achieved....but I digress....sort of....

On listening to depressing music

I listen to some depressing music. For example, I listen to Elliot Smith who is unmistakably depressed in fact he killed himself. I have heard a few people who say this affects ones mood adversely. I feel happy when I listen to Elliot Smith though mellow maybe even a bit contentment. Some of my favorite times of the week is when I can put on a good Elliot Smith CD and take a long nap. This relaxes me, so screw all of you who think it bad. I am a happy person. In fact, I officially encourage all who read this blog to listen to this mellow, poetic artist who, apparently had a problem with living. I think its no worse then writing a blog that talks about how depressed you are even though you aren't really depressed in a suicidal sense of the word. We all might need an outlet for these feelings of apathy and boredom with life, whether it be listening to slightly depressing music or writing slightly depressing poetry. MAYBE AS HUMANS WE NEED TO BE DEPRESSED TO BE HAPPY!!....And if that's the case maybe I'm really depressed which is why im so happy....no that's stupid.

Finally a new entry

I have decided that I will continue to post blogs. I have no idea whether anyone will visit. Mr. Driver asked about my girlfriend, I was not going to answer him because I figured that he will not visit my blog again due to my lengthy absence from posting. However, Doug told me to have faith that people will come and visit. So to that end. My girlfriend is in fact a cutie as Seth so eloquently put it. She is a government and legal studies major (which is how we met). She is a staunch republican which is fun because she will not put up with me pretending to be liberal (such a stupid relative term) about anything because I'm really not even though I enjoy pretending to be. She is an army brat which is very interesting because it basically mean she is a cultural freak (I say that in the most loving way possible). But she is amazing. I have been dating her for close to 5 months now. I believe this has been my longest relationship ever and I am enjoying it immensely. I have trouble not talking about her. I often stop myself from doing so for fear of annoying everyone. I have never been a sentimental emotional guy but this relationship stuff isn't half bad. I rather enjoy it.

I like the term blogging narcissism, makes me laugh and cringe at the same time.