On Throwing Chairs through window's

So I was at work yesterday and I was walking toward one of the tables I was waiting on to offer them some more freshly brewed ice tea when some people got up and began to leave. There is nothing out of the ordinary about this accept when I stepped aside a friend of mine named Allen almost plowed into them. He then turned to me and said, "You make a lowsy window." and returned to work. I stopped a moment to think of myself as a window. Then I thought what if I chair crashed through me?

I then threw a peanut at his head. This is the best part of work. You can throw peanuts at whoever you want to. In fact I encourage guests to throw peanuts at me to get my attention if they need me for anything. None have done this yet.

On Blogging overlords

I had written this really interesting post about how my habits have become in a way animalistic. I was saying that I haven't engaged my mind with new thoughts or great conversation for quite some time. Liz and I haven't done our bible study lately which is part of it. This usually inspires incredibly interesting conversations about theology.

So you all would have heard all of my very interesting idea's about that, but alas my computer had an "error" (ie the great Blogging Overlord didd't desire my post to become published)

...I swear it was really quite well written. I even took the trouble to use spell check, which I can assure you I will not do this time, oh no, nice try Blogging Overlord.

PS My job is going great. I didn't get fired and it turns out I was never in danger of it.

Life in general is a funny thing indeed. I feel I have before me several cross roads. I am trying to keep a job at texas road house (which I feel I may be meetin with limited success). So what if i fail at this attempt. I will not have a job and thus make less money and thus will not be able to marry a certain some one in the time frame I would like. Now this to me would be a great tragedy. So if I fail is it Gods will? I suppose I may being running into a problem with the practicallity of not knowing whether I believe in determinism (providence) or if God leaves some things to chance. How do you opperate under either of these assumptions? If I fail is it my choice of not working hard enough at studying the menu? Was it God's will? Is is mere chance? Then what of the consiquences? Am I not suppose to marry liz as soon as I want to? Or is the choice of the time frame of that choice totally up to liz and me?

.....and another unrelated question? Is it wise to poor out my deepest concerns over the vast bill board of cyber space for all to see, or for no one to see.